It’s been a hard and stressful year.
I want to have grit. I want to prove that I can endure it all. That I can persist no matter what life throws at me. but I’m not that strong…
I feel pain. I wear down. I’m exhausted. and i can’t hide that I’m in sadness.
It’s been hard at in my role as a Product Director. We’ve built a lot, but we’re far from where people expect us to be. I push myself to make sure I show up for the team even when that means you have to grind for just a little bit longer.
I’ve been hungry to pursue real estate investing as a means to give myself more optionality in the future. It was hard. I put in 200 hours where there wasn’t any to spare. And it hasn’t performed as well as I had targeted.
Today, our cat of 15 years passed away. I tried to stay strong. I try to tell myself that it was his time, but I have nothing left to give. I’m broken.
and that’s okay. I think…
